Just say it

Ever have those days that when you have to interact with someone and you just want to slip in a, 'Oh hey, just in case you don't know, I sorta hate you.' I can't even begin to explain how much my blood boils when I have to talk to this person. Almost every single time I have to speak with this person I get angry. It's a pity party because we don't have life together and its a my life stinks but I can't do that. You know, if you would act like an adult and do what you are supposed to do then, oh i dunno, it might benefit you more than you would think.
Let me explain the life of an average adult. You have problems that, weirdly enough, come with  life and everyone has to struggle through. Literally every person on this planet is struggling with problems. Oh your problems and worries are greater than anyone else? That is insane and one of the biggest lie I've ever. You have problems just like I do, just like my neighbor does, as did my great great grandmother, and the small Indonesian woman does. We may not have the same problems but there is almost guarantee that you and I are in the same stress level about what ever issue is causing pressure in each of our lives. 
I let said person have a piece of my mind and said exactly what I feel about this issue. Not only is this person cause stressing in their own life but it is causing me a great deal of stress trying to deal with their incompetence that pours over into my life. Generally, I think I am a pretty nice person and try to help out as much as I can with everyone. Once you let me down so many times I stop trying to get involved in your life. That's just all there is to it. Show me that you are committed as I am and things run steady.
All I can say is you bring this on yourself when you only worry about yourself. Help thy neighbor they say. I do until my neighbor can't look at me or even sprinkle a little water my way. Then I move and it all gets left behind.
Always,
Jac

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