All I want's the truth
Hello online dating world.
This might be the weirdest place I have been. Good to know that most men are only in the game to find a fwb. Also, there is a surprising amount of people that are looking for a third. Like more than I would had ever thought could exist. To each their own. There has been one person that I actually liked and he was only wanting to be friends. Ugh! He's funny and witty and charming and kind. I want to make him like me but you can't make someone like you. But if you could he'd be the one I'd pick. I just found out that he is actually leaving soon and he didn't actually tell me personally. That kind of bothered me but I'm not going to say anything. I figure if he wanted to tell me that he would had. I'm just going to try and keep my distance so at least I can still be friends with him if that's what he wants.
On the other hand, I guys that I went to high school with that I have never or barely ever talked to reaching out to me. They never knew who I was back then and now that they're lonely they are trying to get me to hang out with them. Seriously, that's just insane to me. How can people do that? Ok, I'm a poor case to talk about that but to be fair that guy that I messaged that I went to school with.. Ok let me start this story. I had known him since kindergarten and I did not find him attractive until we reached high school. But in high school I was in a very serious relationship so I never got the chance to reach out to him and let him know I liked him.
Now current day, when I am no longer in this serious relationship I messaged him and was trying to play it cool. I messed that up and just basically repeated myself the whole convo about how I like tattoos and his is cool and I want another. I'm pretty sure he knows I'm an idiot because that was it. I'm not so sure if he knows that I think he's an attractive person. Maybe he doesn't need to know cause I fail at talking to him.
I guess one day I will figure it out or I'll just be single forever. I'm not sure how this will end for me.
This might be the weirdest place I have been. Good to know that most men are only in the game to find a fwb. Also, there is a surprising amount of people that are looking for a third. Like more than I would had ever thought could exist. To each their own. There has been one person that I actually liked and he was only wanting to be friends. Ugh! He's funny and witty and charming and kind. I want to make him like me but you can't make someone like you. But if you could he'd be the one I'd pick. I just found out that he is actually leaving soon and he didn't actually tell me personally. That kind of bothered me but I'm not going to say anything. I figure if he wanted to tell me that he would had. I'm just going to try and keep my distance so at least I can still be friends with him if that's what he wants.
On the other hand, I guys that I went to high school with that I have never or barely ever talked to reaching out to me. They never knew who I was back then and now that they're lonely they are trying to get me to hang out with them. Seriously, that's just insane to me. How can people do that? Ok, I'm a poor case to talk about that but to be fair that guy that I messaged that I went to school with.. Ok let me start this story. I had known him since kindergarten and I did not find him attractive until we reached high school. But in high school I was in a very serious relationship so I never got the chance to reach out to him and let him know I liked him.
Now current day, when I am no longer in this serious relationship I messaged him and was trying to play it cool. I messed that up and just basically repeated myself the whole convo about how I like tattoos and his is cool and I want another. I'm pretty sure he knows I'm an idiot because that was it. I'm not so sure if he knows that I think he's an attractive person. Maybe he doesn't need to know cause I fail at talking to him.
I guess one day I will figure it out or I'll just be single forever. I'm not sure how this will end for me.
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