I'm not a fan of...

 I'm not really a fan of tight places. When I'm surrounded it feels like I have to find a way to escape and get out. When I have to squeeze through a tight spot my heart rate picks up. There is just something unnerving about being caught and not being able to move.

I'm not really a fan of birds. They're erratic and unpredictable. They can be aggressive. There's also something beautiful about birds though. They have a freedom that we don't. They have a trust in themselves that I lack.

I'm not really a fan of heights. What happens when I get lightheaded and topple over? There is nothing there to catch me. I would just die. 

I'm not really a fan of the dark. There's always something that lingers in the dark. It surrounds and crawls over you bringing the worst of your mind forward.

I'm not really a fan of not understand. I want to know where you come from. How your mind got there and made the decision that it did. 

I'm not really a fan of being out of the loop. I like to know what is going on and if you're ok.