I'm ready to lay down

 I feel like there is something that I am missing. At least in this situation anyway. I feel like I'm where I need to be but then something is happening to make it all crumble. Is it all in my mind? Could be but then there is the lack of conversations. The lack of contact. Telling me one thing and then going back on what you said. I just think that I need to step back. Maybe I'm too close to understand what is going on. What happens now? 

We're all broken and hurt.