Love Letter 30

 To the boy that I should had trusted,

I have never met anyone like you. I still haven't to this day. You were slow to anger. Quick to stand up for me. All around a good person. I wish there were more people like you in the world. 

You went above and beyond for me. You took care of me the best that you could and I wasn't in the least bit interested. I stayed around because I wanted you to be my friend not my love. 

Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if I had gone for it. If we would be married or if we would be sputtering exes. Would we have kids together? 

You never know what you've missed because you didn't take a chance. I regret taking a chance some days. I know that you would have gotten me flower just because they make me happy. We would have gone on trips because I like to explore the world. You would have spoiled me.

I'm pretty sure that you've put me out of your mind because when I started dating my ex you avoided me all together. 

I hope that you're doing good in life. Maybe you have some kids and a wife now. Maybe you've traveled the world and felt the freedom it brings. 

I hope you're happy because you deserve it. From the bottom of my heart, I mean it.