Love Letter 36

 To the boy that I fumbled with,

Geez. We have known each other for most of our lives. Gone through school together and became adults together. That's such a long time. 

I don't know when I decided I had a crush on you, but I remember when I decided to make a move.

You had posted a picture and you looked great. So, I slid in your dms and asked you about your tattoos. We talked about them and how cool they were. We talked about the ones that I have and then it happened.

I panicked.

I started talking about the tattoos and said the same thing over and over but using different words. You stopped responding and I was so confused until I showed my best friend, and she was like girl... no.

The damage was done with me fumbling over my words and I knew that I missed my shot. 

You're married now and you guys are the cutest couple. We were at the wedding shower and the way you interacted with each other made me wish that I had that. Not with you but my own. I hope that I find someone that loves me as much as you guys love each other. 

It seriously made my heart melt. I'm so happy that I was able to mess up so you could find your happiness.