Love Letter 45

 To the boy that made me believe again,

I don't even know what to say to you. 

There are days that I am so thankful that I met you and there are others where I just sit back and marvel at my stupidity. 

You made me believe that I was worthwhile. That I was a gift sent into your life. 

Then you'd disappear.

You'd come back and tell me that you were sorry and I didn't deserve that. 

Things would be good.

Then you'd disappear.

It was a rough game of whiplash. 

You tried to come back again. I was willing and you were very upfront about what you wanted. 

That ended quick when I saw the signs from before though. 

I hope you get what you deserve in life. Maybe you'll fall in love and she'll treat you the same way.