Love Letter 46

To the boy that wanted to give me the world,

I'm sorry. 

You wanted to give me everything. You wanted to paint this portrait of a perfect life and bring me into it. You wanted to live happily ever after and have millions of kids. 

I don't want that though. I want to share a life with someone, not be given one to live. I want to be active in it and not rely on you to get me through the day.

I appreciate the gesture though. 

I wish that I could want that. I wish I was half the woman you painted me out to be.

I hope you find someone that is perfect for you. I hope they give you everything you desire. You have such a sweet heart.