To all the what if's we had

 I just want to say thank you for letting me get to know you. I've had a lot of fun with you, definitely a lot of laughs. I appreciate you taking the time for me and talking with me for hours on end. You are a great person and deserve the world. I hope that you always remember that when you go forward with your life. 

You always doubt yourself and I truly hope that one day, you see that you are magical. I hope that you find the happiness that you need.

Selfishly, I hope I gave you some sort of lesson. Maybe that not all people are out to hurt you or maybe that everyone doesn't lie all the time. I hope I brought some sort of light to your life to make it a little brighter.

I also hope that I was a good friend to you. I always tried to be an open ear to help you vent out some frustrations. Be interested in all the things that made you happy and encouraged you to pursue them.

I want to see you succeed at everything that you set your heart towards. I want to see you make waves in the world and make a difference in everything that you touch. 

You are a wonderful person. 

I wish you had opened up more to me, felt more comfortable and safe with me. I feel like there was so much that you held back from me. I wanted to show you some sort of stability so you knew you could trust me. 

I hope that you hold good memories of me. Something that makes you smile for the rest of your life. A moment that will creep into your mind when you feel sad.

I won't forget the stories that we made up together. The positive reminders that you gave me when I was hard on myself. It gave me a strength that I didn't realize I had within me to carry. 

I have so much love and gratitude for you. 

I will always be here when you feel like the world is drowning you. I will always be here to listen and to try and motivate you to take on the world. I will always reassure you that you should go after what your heart desires.

Thank you. For all of it.