Note Taken

 I'll take the sign.

You are short with your replies and messages to me. You don't seem like you're interested in talking to me anymore. It doesn't seem like you even want to reply when I send you a message. I'm not dumb. I'm just a silly girl with hope. I always try to hold out hope, but this seems like it's dead now.  

I won't be there bothering you. You can stop forcing yourself to say things that you think I want to hear. 

I'm sorry that I wasted your time. It just seemed like there was so much there before. 

Sometimes, I wish I was more likeable. Not just the friend that is there when you need them and *only* when you need them. Maybe I need you too. 

It's like I get a glimpse of being happy and content and a tower moment hits me. Everything begins crumbling around me. 

I'm really bummed about this. 

I'm shutting off all emotions moving forward. I guess I'll talk to you when you need me again.